Wednesday, August 27, 2003
*sigh* Breath in, breath out.... breath in, breath out.... Sooo my life is a series of ups and downs lately.... E is playing mind games and when he's mad at me for whatever crap, real or imagined, he threatens to contest just to screw w/my head... Now I have to play nice nice nice for the next 2 months just to prevent him from being a super asshole....
Summer camp is almost over - we have had a great time... Tomorrow Dev's group and the other 2 "school age" kids go to Black Beard's Caves - an amusement park of sorts - I can't wait.... Then on Sat I am taking the boys to Fantasy Island Park for rides - a former co-worker works there and is giving us free wristbands for the day!!! Last weekend we went to Hurricane Harbor w/friends... It was really nice.. we had a fun time and it was nice to forget my troubles for a few hours... AND I finally got my answer on the "credit" issue for all my time at summer camp... basically I got one of the 2 months for free... AND I am now officially a Sub Teacher at the preschool... WOO HOOO I am excited!!!
Deven starts back to school on the 3rd - still waiting to hear on who his teacher will be... should know that tomorrow I am hoping... Dilen will start back on the 8th - 1/2 day Mon and full time - T-F... Then my life will FINALLY calm down and I will be able to clean the house and get some rest!!!!! I can't wait... things have fallen so far behind btwn the busy schedule and lack of desire and energy I can't wait to get in there and scrub and catch up!!!
The board CRAP is finally settled... those that wish will stay at 54 and those that wish will stay at TPP but all are welcome at both boards... HOWEVER there was some serious nasty crap going on and it was NOT necessary and totally uncalled for... 1st of all - rather then biting my ass off back when I tried to reunite us all before the rift was too great we should have all just acted more mature and set our sights on what was important... continuing friendships and family... But too much time as past and too many are well cemented where they are and the entire issue was being beaten to death... 2nd - there were underlying troubles LONG before IV/PP caused all the turmoil and perhaps eventually we would have had 2 separate communities anyway... 3rd - NO ONE and I mean NO ONE deserves to be blamed for any of the crap other then IV/PP as well as myself and another... if ANYONE or THING is at fault look to those 3 areas and not innocent people.... LASTLY - These blogs are for the author to voice their personal thoughts and opinions... If you don't like it or or don't agree that's your choice - just don't read -- but it's not right or necessary to attack the person for their feelings... It's far better to blog it out in a place such as this then bring the ugliness and drama to a community message board AND since it IS on a blog it should STAY on the blog and not be brought to a message board... I find the recent actions of some to be horrible... not to say that I am without sin because my actions recently have left me ashamed for being soo petty and childish but the vicious attacks on someone that is merely a board member was WAY out of line.... I think that there are a few people that really need to get a life and just move on.... There has been WAY WAY too much ugliness and it's beginning to drive people away - why should they stick around and watch people being attacked and bickering over and over... Let well enough alone and let's learn to live in harmony separately... Til next time....
Summer camp is almost over - we have had a great time... Tomorrow Dev's group and the other 2 "school age" kids go to Black Beard's Caves - an amusement park of sorts - I can't wait.... Then on Sat I am taking the boys to Fantasy Island Park for rides - a former co-worker works there and is giving us free wristbands for the day!!! Last weekend we went to Hurricane Harbor w/friends... It was really nice.. we had a fun time and it was nice to forget my troubles for a few hours... AND I finally got my answer on the "credit" issue for all my time at summer camp... basically I got one of the 2 months for free... AND I am now officially a Sub Teacher at the preschool... WOO HOOO I am excited!!!
Deven starts back to school on the 3rd - still waiting to hear on who his teacher will be... should know that tomorrow I am hoping... Dilen will start back on the 8th - 1/2 day Mon and full time - T-F... Then my life will FINALLY calm down and I will be able to clean the house and get some rest!!!!! I can't wait... things have fallen so far behind btwn the busy schedule and lack of desire and energy I can't wait to get in there and scrub and catch up!!!
The board CRAP is finally settled... those that wish will stay at 54 and those that wish will stay at TPP but all are welcome at both boards... HOWEVER there was some serious nasty crap going on and it was NOT necessary and totally uncalled for... 1st of all - rather then biting my ass off back when I tried to reunite us all before the rift was too great we should have all just acted more mature and set our sights on what was important... continuing friendships and family... But too much time as past and too many are well cemented where they are and the entire issue was being beaten to death... 2nd - there were underlying troubles LONG before IV/PP caused all the turmoil and perhaps eventually we would have had 2 separate communities anyway... 3rd - NO ONE and I mean NO ONE deserves to be blamed for any of the crap other then IV/PP as well as myself and another... if ANYONE or THING is at fault look to those 3 areas and not innocent people.... LASTLY - These blogs are for the author to voice their personal thoughts and opinions... If you don't like it or or don't agree that's your choice - just don't read -- but it's not right or necessary to attack the person for their feelings... It's far better to blog it out in a place such as this then bring the ugliness and drama to a community message board AND since it IS on a blog it should STAY on the blog and not be brought to a message board... I find the recent actions of some to be horrible... not to say that I am without sin because my actions recently have left me ashamed for being soo petty and childish but the vicious attacks on someone that is merely a board member was WAY out of line.... I think that there are a few people that really need to get a life and just move on.... There has been WAY WAY too much ugliness and it's beginning to drive people away - why should they stick around and watch people being attacked and bickering over and over... Let well enough alone and let's learn to live in harmony separately... Til next time....
